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Playing with the fear of failure

The game plan was to keep Cincinnati receiver Mardy Gilyard off the field, and the ̢۪Dogs did keep the ball for 43 minutes, but still lost, 28-20, to Cincy.
Michael McKeown / The News Record

Pivotal moments in all three of the Bulldogs’ losses come down to fear

In sports, especially football, there is a big difference between playing to win and playing not to lose.

When I hear that phrase, “playing to win,â€Â I think of all the clichés and the old sayings from Disney sports movies.

“Every player, every play, giving 110 percent!â€Â

“There is no ‘I’ in team!â€Â

“All 11 players, playing snap to whistle!â€Â

OK, so most people can come up with more of these overused expressions that fit nicely into this “playing to winâ€Â category. But the idea of playing not to lose is far less documented.

Not many movies are made about the team with the offense that holds onto the ball for 43 minutes of a football game trying desperately to keep Cincinnati̢۪s offense from touching the ball.

And I wasn̢۪t able to find any books about the coach who rips half the pages of his playbook out because he is afraid of his quarterback throwing an interception.

No one cares about the team with more talent than its opponents that finds a way to lose down the stretch.

Fresno State has played the last three games trying desperately not to lose, motivated by the fear of defeat, not the thrill of victory.

The Bulldogs haven̢۪t been outmatched or out-schemed by Cincinnati, Boise State or Wisconsin. The ̢۪Dogs had the most talent on the field in all three of those games, but still managed to do what they feared most.

In all of Fresno State̢۪s losses, there was that moment. It was just a split-second in time that was the one and only chance for the Bulldogs to take the reigns and win.

In all three chances, the ̢۪Dogs couldn̢۪t escape their fears. It̢۪s impossible to do when fear settles the front of the mind.

On the first play of the second overtime period against Wisconsin, quarterback Ryan Colburn was afraid of throwing his third pick of the game. Guess what happened? He under threw Chastin West and it was intercepted.

Against Boise State, safety Marvin Haynes had a sure interception, the easiest pick of his career, thrown right at him with the Bulldogs down by three points. Aren̢۪t the simplest plays the most difficult to make? He had too much time to think about dropping the ball before it slipped through his hands.

And on Saturday morning, the Bulldogs had a fourth and two on the Cincinnati six-yard line on the first play of the fourth quarter. The ̢۪Dogs were down 21-17 at that point, looking to take the lead for the first time.

Tailback Ryan Mathews carried the team all day, eventually finishing the game with 145 yards on 38 carries. Fearing that Mathews would be stopped for the first time all day, the Bulldogs ran a play-action pass the short side of the field, forcing Colburn to throw across his body.

And that fear of an interception came back again. The Bearcats would score another touchdown in less than two minutes, going up 28-17.

Fear is inescapable, unless it is replaced with confidence and belief.

With eight games remaining this season and only one year left on his contract with Fresno State, head coach Pat Hill̢۪s attitude will determine the outcome of the season.

If he is coaching not to lose his job, then count on a 6-6 regular season and an invitation to a bowl game sponsored by American Standard toilets that only 13 people have ever heard of.

If Hill and his staff rally and start coaching without fear of losing, his players will follow suit and naysayers will have nothing left to say. The next eight games are very winnable and a 9-3 season is their reach, but only if the Bulldogs believe it.

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    Dirtbag DogOct 4, 2009 at 4:25 pm

    Very well-written and thought-provoking. This article is refreshing- even though the points made about the team are embarrassingly true- because it is realistic. Thank you for saying it like it is, yet giving non-cliche hope that the team could actually get their act together.

    Logan, your knowledge of this team is evident and impressive. I hope the Dogs can have a change of attitude and find a new direction.

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    Dirtbag DogOct 4, 2009 at 11:25 pm

    Very well-written and thought-provoking. This article is refreshing- even though the points made about the team are embarrassingly true- because it is realistic. Thank you for saying it like it is, yet giving non-cliche hope that the team could actually get their act together.

    Logan, your knowledge of this team is evident and impressive. I hope the Dogs can have a change of attitude and find a new direction.

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    Zak HillyOct 2, 2009 at 10:25 pm

    Logan Hopkins: Brilliant article. Please use your platform to continue to illuminate the idiocy of Pat Hill. The Collegian is lucky to have you on its staff. Kick all the Hill buttkissers out of the office. They are worthless to the paper and society in general. I applaud this article. Keep the heat on Hill. Fresno State football will continue to suck with Hill coaching the team down.

    13 seasons
    ZERO outright Wac championships
    0-11 in his last 11 games against ranked opponents (hasn’t beat a ranked team in 5 years)
    1-8 vs Boise State
    No BCS game

    Does anyone realize that the last ranked opponent Hill beat was Virginia in the 2004 season??????? Disgusting.

    Wins against UCLA and Rutgers which were two of the most revoltingly disgusting teams in the nation last year weren’t good wins. They were crap.

    I like your writing style. Continue it please for all of us fans who have to buy new tvs after smashing them with baseball bats watching the disgusting play of the Bulldogs under Hill.

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    Zak HillyOct 3, 2009 at 5:25 am

    Logan Hopkins: Brilliant article. Please use your platform to continue to illuminate the idiocy of Pat Hill. The Collegian is lucky to have you on its staff. Kick all the Hill buttkissers out of the office. They are worthless to the paper and society in general. I applaud this article. Keep the heat on Hill. Fresno State football will continue to suck with Hill coaching the team down.

    13 seasons
    ZERO outright Wac championships
    0-11 in his last 11 games against ranked opponents (hasn’t beat a ranked team in 5 years)
    1-8 vs Boise State
    No BCS game

    Does anyone realize that the last ranked opponent Hill beat was Virginia in the 2004 season??????? Disgusting.

    Wins against UCLA and Rutgers which were two of the most revoltingly disgusting teams in the nation last year weren’t good wins. They were crap.

    I like your writing style. Continue it please for all of us fans who have to buy new tvs after smashing them with baseball bats watching the disgusting play of the Bulldogs under Hill.

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    JeremySep 30, 2009 at 7:37 pm

    what makes fresno folks believe they have more talent than their opponents? You think you are more talented than boise but your win loss record against them this decade suggests otherwise. joe is correct on this one. mediocre team with mediocre talent who can strive for a mediocre bowl game at best. It would be nice to see at least one team in the wac rise out of the sea of mediocrity and challenge boise. I like boise but I never know how good they really are because they don’t get tested enough – and it isn’t even their fault. If they can play great football with wac talent and only a decade to build it, why can’t another wac team ascend in the same fashion?

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    JeremyOct 1, 2009 at 2:37 am

    what makes fresno folks believe they have more talent than their opponents? You think you are more talented than boise but your win loss record against them this decade suggests otherwise. joe is correct on this one. mediocre team with mediocre talent who can strive for a mediocre bowl game at best. It would be nice to see at least one team in the wac rise out of the sea of mediocrity and challenge boise. I like boise but I never know how good they really are because they don’t get tested enough – and it isn’t even their fault. If they can play great football with wac talent and only a decade to build it, why can’t another wac team ascend in the same fashion?

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    joeSep 28, 2009 at 8:40 am

    Fresno is at the very best a mediocre team, have been for a long time. They just talk a lot, have great excuses, are always the best team that lost. Then you write a stupid article like this, again trying to say they are the best team, they just need to change a few things about how they think.
    And all this talk about how they play such a tough schedule, how a bout they just try winning some games. All they have shown is they will lose to anyone at anytime, anywhere.
    I really enjoy watching football, watch a lot every Saturday, but man I get tired of all the talk and no backing up from fresNOwin.
    Please shut up until you actually do something, no talk, just try winning.

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    joeSep 28, 2009 at 3:40 pm

    Fresno is at the very best a mediocre team, have been for a long time. They just talk a lot, have great excuses, are always the best team that lost. Then you write a stupid article like this, again trying to say they are the best team, they just need to change a few things about how they think.
    And all this talk about how they play such a tough schedule, how a bout they just try winning some games. All they have shown is they will lose to anyone at anytime, anywhere.
    I really enjoy watching football, watch a lot every Saturday, but man I get tired of all the talk and no backing up from fresNOwin.
    Please shut up until you actually do something, no talk, just try winning.

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    ThisDogFanSep 28, 2009 at 8:07 am

    They should have played to win. stupid mistakes cost us another football game. 1 turnover is key in these close ball games. We have a great team, Colburn just needs to make better decisions. He should have ran around the defender and then threw it not throw it right at him. Of course this is his fourth game ever so, he is still making stupid mistakes. Ryan Mathews is the man.

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    ThisDogFanSep 28, 2009 at 3:07 pm

    They should have played to win. stupid mistakes cost us another football game. 1 turnover is key in these close ball games. We have a great team, Colburn just needs to make better decisions. He should have ran around the defender and then threw it not throw it right at him. Of course this is his fourth game ever so, he is still making stupid mistakes. Ryan Mathews is the man.

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